"If you closed your eyes, you won't gaze into sadness."
"If you forget the feeling of warmth, you won't feel pain."

I can't recall that gentle voice
In the depths of my mourning heart.
Someone is calling me from my forgetten past,
Asking me when I will take sorrow into my hands again.


A little ship glitters silently in the distant, alone.
Swept away by a torrent of grief,
it disappears under the waves of my heart.
Why do I search the ocean depths aimlessly,
For the warmth that I should not have known

The feeling of wanting to be understand and..
the feeling of wanting to be understood

by just thinking this and not saying it, it will not going to the hearts of anyone.

if you really want people to change their perspective towards you , then accept the challenge face to face.

the tears that seeped into the cloth, will soon evaporate and disappear.
and...nothing will be left.
leaving you no time to wallow in your sorrow.
There is no use in showing your tears

I’m not strong enough to tell you about my feelings of insecurity

The dream I want to grasp, I was always being buried by my own answers to my questions within the interval of wishes

I sense weakness which could not be concealed every time I stumble blindly

Your existence strangles this body of mine.

There are things which will become tainted and time that flows on
But that’s right, because it’s definitely not a mistake …Yes, I’ll believe that

Someday my memories will fade...and your voice, your actions, I might forget them as well, but I will always remember that I loved you

Blue sky is in the distance.
It feels so close.
Yet, I cannot grab it even if I reach out with my hands
I looked up at the stars before.
The stars that I cannot reach and the wishes that will not be granted.
There is nothing we have been able to leave behind for each other.
Therefore, traces and memories will disappear someday.
But still..
Even if it will not reach her, there should be something that will remain in our hearts.
There is nothing that remains in our hands, but we lived the same time and looked up at the same things.
If I can remember that… I can believe that we can be together even if we are far apart.