我愿化身石桥，

忍受五百年风吹

五百年日晒 ，五百年雨大

只求你从桥上走过

匆匆而就，无以明心迹

却又忽觉一切话皆多余

一切，一痴傻人而已。

认识我的人以为我很静，

了解我的人以为我很疯，

只有懂我的人才知道其实我很忧伤

巨蟹真的会毫无预兆毫无原因地情绪低落，不展笑容。

请不要在这时还让我回答你的“为什么”“干嘛”，我不开心没有原因，也不愿意去解释。

你懂，就静静在我旁边呆着好了,更不要让我强装欢笑告诉你“其实我很好”，

过后当我一人时只会更难过，因为你走不进我心里.

I feel as if i have accumulated enough strength...

to cut off my flesh and bones,

and to leave everything behind.

世界上没有什么感同身受，

你觉得自己心肝都撕得血淋淋的，

肠都要绞断了，其实别人一丁点都体会不到。

看你表情恐怖，同情一会儿，

接着该高兴还得高兴。

别吧希望寄托在别人的身上，

别要求别人懂你的感受，

叫得在大声也白费功夫，

不怪别人冷血，怪你自己没防备。

I wonder what life would be like if i was a normal student.

I mean a student who mugs for exams last minute,

takes regular tests and complains,

taking part time jobs, having Ccas.

In a little bit of my spare time i could draw what i wanted.

I wonder how would it feel like to frown at my test papers,

I wonder how would it be like to want to burn my textbook.

Maybe i could have gotten all these if i didn't appeal into another school back then.

Stayed in Republic Poly with my friends.

Life actually gave us chances aplenty to make our own decisions.

But we don't realize it back then.

I do now , though.

But the thing is , it is always too late.

一场梦境，一场繁华，荣华谢后，君临天下。

一生留恋，一生守候，只愿为你，画地为牢

愿得同心，白首相伴。 念中还望，只如初见

把我从地狱救出来的人是你，

同样的，把我推回地狱之火的人，还是你。

记忆，是脑海里对于曾经经历过人事物的 一种印象累积。

如果说， 感情是记忆的累积

那没有了记忆，

感情还存在么？

人总是想吧别人的东西抢过来，

总想得到别人所拥有的，而自己却没有的。

可有谁知，自己拥有的其实更多。

又有谁知？

明明身边有了最耀眼的明珠，却还好四处寻找。。。

原来人生的路，其实很简单，前后不定才最痛苦，

一旦下定决心向前走，那么即使前方布满荆棘，也无所畏惧，也依旧可以快乐。

雪花飘飘北风啸啸

天地一片苍茫
一剪寒梅
傲立雪中
只为伊人飘香
爱我所爱无怨无悔

第一最好不相见，如此便可不相恋 ；

第二最好不相知，如此便可不相思。。。

这就是爱情吗 相见不如不见 忘形于江湖 才能没有负担的想念

但最终换来的却是无尽的伤痛 ， 思念， 悔恨，遗憾。。。。。

"i often wonder what its like to die. the in-between glimpses of everything that awaits us all. to lie with all the stars and be at peace. i wonder if i will miss it here, the feeling of cold sand beneath my feet or the complacency of cooking my midday meals. waking up in the morning and watching the sunrise, the cold air dissipating as it climbs, i know i will miss a few things in life.

i’ve given up on people. i don’t know if there is a specific way to apologize to the world for saying “i no longer want to help you, it has only caused me harm”. i hate myself in every way, more than words can describe for saying this.

i want to lie in the falling snow and let it cover me, and show a picture i took to someone i love and make them smile. then i can let go for good."

爱你不重尽管我无力再向前走

不痛不痛 就算辛苦得震耳欲聋
爱你我爱到最后 剩回忆这个朋友.

不痛, 心却独自跳的好寂寞.

Suddenly i have no time for myself,

Suddenly i have not enough time in my life,

suddenly, i realize,

i am so empty.

I wonder how long can the hearts and conscience of humanity

withstand the temptations of the 7 sins.

The human heart gives us the power to live,

but also to destroy.

How long can you keep your conscience in peace?

“We should not shed tears
That is a surrender of the body to the heart
It is only proof
That we are beings that do not know
What to do with out hearts”

" If you are afraid of losing, just get stronger.

If you're afraid of not being able to protect your friends,

swear to get stronger until you can protect them.

If you're afraid of the hollow inside you,

Just get stronger until you can crush him.

If you don't want to listen to others,

then hold your chin up and yell those words to yourself ! "

Don't show your true face to anyone, always keep your mask on,

because you don't even when your friends are going to stab you.

I don't know who can i show my true face to,

i don't know how long do i have to keep up with pretending.

I have had enough of some people in my life, and i just want to quit.

“不是你才会受伤，

也不是你才会痛苦，

你可以不在乎别人的想法，

但是不要把伤害关心你的人当做理所当然。”

"Just like a person holding a sword trying to protect something. That maybe one's life, or place in society, or reputation, things that one loves, things that one believes; it matters not if it's good or bad, the will to 'protect it' does not change."

我想说，我想你。

可我没勇气。

我想说，我恨你。

可我没那么残忍。

寂寞的人，怕的不是寂寞。

而是不知不觉习惯了孤独。

你的快乐与我无关我就不快乐

我虚伪我惭愧我嫉妒你幸福

不要逼我说谎话

爱一个人是占有一点都不伟大
我丑恶我自私我认了看着你

蹋地死心原来出于私心
我也觉得我好可怕

这个我还值得谁爱吗?

那么爱你却宁愿你寂寞
像这样的爱好可怕

人活着就是来受苦的，
只有不断地努力，
不断地挣扎，
才能让自己的苦少受一点

不能孤军奋战 ，
手挽手，
我痛苦的时候， 你扶着我，
你痛苦的时候，我扶着你，
走完一生。
一辈子好长。。

谁能扶着我呢。。

joleen, you're withering.

to be cynical, hateful & suffering.

Someone said this to me today.
Am i really slowly turning into this person?
Maybe i already am.
I think i am.

If living hurts so much, why do we live?
If friends hurt you so much, why do we have friends?