Yearning for a place that looked vaguely in memory

2012-01-19T22:22:00.004+08:00

When I close my eyes, I see you , when I block my ears, I hear you

My unseemly promise to forget you makes me cry again, can you hear me?

Don't say goodbye

2012-01-15T22:02:00.001+08:00

4years feels like a long time, doesn't it?

It feels like everything has changed since then.

But when i saw you again...

it feels like nothing changed

2012-01-13T23:38:00.000+08:00

由爱生嗔, 由爱生恨，

由爱生痴，由爱生念，

从别后，嗔狠痴念，

皆化为寸寸相思，

相思相望不相亲，

薄情转是多情累，

曲曲柔肠碎。。

2011-12-30T18:04:00.000+08:00

我愿化身石桥，

忍受五百年风吹

五百年日晒，五百年雨大

只求你从桥上走过

Snapshots

2011-12-23T19:04:00.000+08:00

The weekend before Christmas

2011-12-17T23:25:00.001+08:00

oh my god I am so ready for this break

my early christmas gift (¬‿¬)

2011-12-07T22:55:00.004+08:00

匆匆而就，无以明心迹

却又忽觉一切话皆多余

一切，一痴傻人而已。

2011-11-29T00:09:00.001+08:00

认识我的人以为我很静，

了解我的人以为我很疯，

只有懂我的人才知道其实我很忧伤

2011-11-27T20:58:00.001+08:00

巨蟹真的会毫无预兆毫无原因地情绪低落，不展笑容。

请不要在这时还让我回答你的“为什么”“干嘛”，我不开心没有原因，也不愿意去解释。

你懂，就静静在我旁边呆着好了,更不要让我强装欢笑告诉你“其实我很好”，

过后当我一人时只会更难过，因为你走不进我心里.

2011-11-16T20:44:00.002+08:00

I feel as if i have accumulated enough strength...

to cut off my flesh and bones,

and to leave everything behind.

2011-11-09T00:57:00.002+08:00

世界上没有什么感同身受，

你觉得自己心肝都撕得血淋淋的，

肠都要绞断了，其实别人一丁点都体会不到。

看你表情恐怖，同情一会儿，

接着该高兴还得高兴。

别吧希望寄托在别人的身上，

别要求别人懂你的感受，

叫得在大声也白费功夫，

不怪别人冷血，怪你自己没防备。

2011-11-07T12:02:00.002+08:00

I wonder what life would be like if i was a normal student.

I mean a student who mugs for exams last minute,

takes regular tests and complains,

taking part time jobs, having Ccas.

In a little bit of my spare time i could draw what i wanted.

I wonder how would it feel like to frown at my test papers,

I wonder how would it be like to want to burn my textbook.

Maybe i could have gotten all these if i didn't appeal into another school back then.

Stayed in Republic Poly with my friends.

Life actually gave us chances aplenty to make our own decisions.

But we don't realize it back then.

I do now , though.

But the thing is , it is always too late.

2011-11-06T00:24:00.000+08:00

一场梦境，一场繁华，荣华谢后，君临天下。

一生留恋，一生守候，只愿为你，画地为牢

愿得同心，白首相伴。念中还望，只如初见

2011-11-02T21:56:00.002+08:00

把我从地狱救出来的人是你，

同样的，把我推回地狱之火的人，还是你。

2011-10-06T01:09:00.002+08:00

记忆，是脑海里对于曾经经历过人事物的一种印象累积。

如果说，感情是记忆的累积

那没有了记忆，

感情还存在么？

2011-10-05T12:38:00.002+08:00

人总是想吧别人的东西抢过来，

总想得到别人所拥有的，而自己却没有的。

可有谁知，自己拥有的其实更多。

又有谁知？

明明身边有了最耀眼的明珠，却还好四处寻找。。。

2011-10-03T21:35:00.001+08:00

原来人生的路，其实很简单，前后不定才最痛苦，

一旦下定决心向前走，那么即使前方布满荆棘，也无所畏惧，也依旧可以快乐。

2011-10-01T23:29:00.002+08:00

雪花飘飘北风啸啸

天地一片苍茫
一剪寒梅
傲立雪中
只为伊人飘香
爱我所爱无怨无悔

2011-09-24T12:56:00.005+08:00

第一最好不相见，如此便可不相恋；

第二最好不相知，如此便可不相思。。。

这就是爱情吗相见不如不见忘形于江湖才能没有负担的想念

但最终换来的却是无尽的伤痛，思念，悔恨，遗憾。。。。。

2011-08-15T21:57:00.003+08:00

"i often wonder what its like to die. the in-between glimpses of everything that awaits us all. to lie with all the stars and be at peace. i wonder if i will miss it here, the feeling of cold sand beneath my feet or the complacency of cooking my midday meals. waking up in the morning and watching the sunrise, the cold air dissipating as it climbs, i know i will miss a few things in life.

i’ve given up on people. i don’t know if there is a specific way to apologize to the world for saying “i no longer want to help you, it has only caused me harm”. i hate myself in every way, more than words can describe for saying this.

i want to lie in the falling snow and let it cover me, and show a picture i took to someone i love and make them smile. then i can let go for good."

2011-07-22T00:11:00.002+08:00

爱你不重尽管我无力再向前走

不痛不痛就算辛苦得震耳欲聋
爱你我爱到最后剩回忆这个朋友.

不痛, 心却独自跳的好寂寞.

Suddenly i have no time for myself,

Suddenly i have not enough time in my life,

suddenly, i realize,

i am so empty.

2011-06-19T22:55:00.001+08:00

I wonder how long can the hearts and conscience of humanity

withstand the temptations of the 7 sins.

The human heart gives us the power to live,

but also to destroy.

How long can you keep your conscience in peace?

2011-06-13T02:50:00.001+08:00

“We should not shed tears
That is a surrender of the body to the heart
It is only proof
That we are beings that do not know
What to do with out hearts”

2011-06-08T23:44:00.002+08:00

" If you are afraid of losing, just get stronger.

If you're afraid of not being able to protect your friends,

swear to get stronger until you can protect them.

If you're afraid of the hollow inside you,

Just get stronger until you can crush him.

If you don't want to listen to others,

then hold your chin up and yell those words to yourself ! "

2011-06-05T23:53:00.002+08:00

Don't show your true face to anyone, always keep your mask on,

because you don't even when your friends are going to stab you.

I don't know who can i show my true face to,

i don't know how long do i have to keep up with pretending.

I have had enough of some people in my life, and i just want to quit.

2011-06-01T22:15:00.000+08:00

“不是你才会受伤，

也不是你才会痛苦，

你可以不在乎别人的想法，

但是不要把伤害关心你的人当做理所当然。”

2011-05-30T22:00:00.001+08:00

I didn't tell you things for you to use it against me, to mock me.

Nor did i tell you things for you to trample all over my pride.

2011-05-27T22:09:00.001+08:00

"Just like a person holding a sword trying to protect something. That maybe one's life, or place in society, or reputation, things that one loves, things that one believes; it matters not if it's good or bad, the will to 'protect it' does not change."

Quotes

2011-05-17T22:18:00.003+08:00

Some quotes that are meaningful, and makes hell lota sense :

Do you know that your life you're living is someone else's dream? Be grateful, Your life is a gift.

The most beautiful thing in this world is to see your parents smiling, and knowing that you're the reason behind that smile.

Nothing hurts more than realizing they meant everything to you, but you meant nothing to them

I need someone who won't give up on me.

Life, can be summed up with three simple words - it goes on.

I feel like standing on a line between giving up and seeing how much more I can take.

Some are inspiring to me, some describes how i feel.

Finally, one of which i couldnt agree more ;

5 simple rules to be happy:

Free ur heart from hatred.

Free ur mind from worries.

Live simply.

Give more.

Expect less.

2011-05-11T22:58:00.002+08:00

Despite growing stronger, sometimes ..

all i just want to is to wrap my arms around myself and let those tears fall.

Despite all those smiles, sometimes..

i want to go back to my cold and distant self.

Sometimes.

2011-04-17T12:34:00.004+08:00

我想说，我想你。

可我没勇气。

我想说，我恨你。

可我没那么残忍。

午夜梦回

2011-04-13T23:22:00.003+08:00

白天黑夜，

你还是同一人么？

当意念已转 ...再多遗憾, 也只是空谈。

及时白天笑容满面，

午夜梦回的时候，

还是会觉得，自己还是孤单一人呐。。

2011-03-27T22:14:00.002+08:00

寂寞的人，怕的不是寂寞。

而是不知不觉习惯了孤独。

Only Human

2011-03-26T22:32:00.009+08:00

哀しみの向こう岸に（听说在那悲伤的彼岸）　　

微笑みがあるというよ（有着微笑的存在）

たどり着くその先には（究竟好不容易到达的前方）

　　何が仆らを待ってる？（有什么在等着我?）　　

逃げるためじゃなく（不是为了逃避）

　　梦追うために（而是为了追寻梦想）
　　旅に出たはずさ（旅行已然开始）

　　远い夏のあの日（在那遥远夏天的那一日）

　　明日さえ见えたなら（如果连明天都能看见）
　　ため息もないけど（那么也便不会再叹息）

　　流れに逆らう舟のように（如同逆水行舟一般

　　今は　前へ　进め（如今正朝着前方前进

　　苦しみの尽きた场所に（听说悲伤的尽头）

　　幸せが待つというよ（有幸福在等待）

仆はまだ探している（我依然在寻找）

　　季节はずれの向日葵（那四季尽开的向日葵）

　　こぶし握りしめ（紧紧握住双拳）

朝日を待てば（等待朝阳的升起）

　　羽根なき翼で飞び立とう（挥动已无羽毛的翅膀起飞）

　　もっと　前へ　进め（向着更前方前进）

　　雨云が切れたなら（当雨云消散）

濡れた道　かがやく（湿润的道路闪出光辉）

　　闇だけが教えてくれる（在黑暗的指引下）

　　赤い爪あとに（沿着红色的指痕）

　　泪　キラリ　落ちる（泪水闪动而下）

　　孤独にも惯れたなら（若是已习惯于孤独）

　　月明かり赖りに（就沐浴在月光中吧）

　
　　强い　强い　光　（向着强烈的强烈的光芒）

　　强く　前へ　进め...（坚强地往前走）

一公升的眼泪－晨曦之光

2011-03-25T23:45:00.002+08:00

这堵墙..就是我自身的残疾,即使声嘶力竭的哭喊也好,也不会消失,

但是,在着阳光照射的瞬间不也照射到这堵墙了吗,那样的话,即使是我..

好像也能找出来,去找出来吧

一公升的眼泪－６

2011-03-24T23:30:00.003+08:00

摔倒了又有什么呢，再站起来就行了

摔倒的同时仰望天空，蓝蓝的的天空今天也是广阔无边地微笑着，我是活着的。

2011-03-20T22:25:00.000+08:00

Maybe i don't need to bother to try to understand you.

You're not worth my time.

2011-03-18T23:53:00.004+08:00

你的快乐与我无关我就不快乐

我虚伪我惭愧我嫉妒你幸福

不要逼我说谎话

爱一个人是占有一点都不伟大
我丑恶我自私我认了看着你

蹋地死心原来出于私心
我也觉得我好可怕

这个我还值得谁爱吗?

那么爱你却宁愿你寂寞
像这样的爱好可怕

2011-02-13T02:05:00.003+08:00

人活着就是来受苦的，
只有不断地努力，
不断地挣扎，
才能让自己的苦少受一点

不能孤军奋战，
手挽手，
我痛苦的时候，你扶着我，
你痛苦的时候，我扶着你，
走完一生。
一辈子好长。。

谁能扶着我呢。。

2011-02-05T23:36:00.000+08:00

"i remember when i was young, my father hugged me and i’ll always try to reach the whole way around the equator of his body. i could never reach. then one day, i could. since then, i realise that all i ever wanted was to have it back the other way."

2011-01-24T23:05:00.004+08:00

joleen, you're withering.

to be cynical, hateful & suffering.

Someone said this to me today.
Am i really slowly turning into this person?
Maybe i already am.
I think i am.

If living hurts so much, why do we live?
If friends hurt you so much, why do we have friends?

2010-12-31T23:57:00.003+08:00

你知道什么叫绝望么？
就是当你对什么都失望的时候，
有人给了你希望，
当你有希望的时候，
让你彻底失望。
这就是绝望。

人生本来就是绝望的。
只是在绝望中，加点希望罢了。

2010-12-01T23:54:00.001+08:00

Life is like a bus.
In the end we will all return to the start.

Everybody makes mistakes in their lives,
Mine is a huge one.
Oh yes.

I feel stupid if i switch, but i want to.
But then i don't want to, but somehow i can't carry on.
With the thing that's there's nobody to really tell you what to do.
You're 18, you're supposed to make decisions.
I guess being 18 kinda sucks now eh?

The root of the problem though,
is money , money , money.
Why can't they just drop down from trees?
Oh wait, because this is reality.
Who am i kidding?
Oh don't remind me darling, i know who it is.
Me.

Just take a knife and stab me ( literally )
And so i continue with my frivolous ways,
coming home at 9
not touching my work.
I'm actually not feeling the sense of urgency, although i know jolly well my studio is in deep shit.
Oh good, i'm going to fail and im not feeling anything.

maybe i should go back to my psychiatrist
HELLO THERE IM BACK
IVE GONE NUTS
again.

shouldn't have stoped my medicine when i still wasn't stable.
i just cut until i feel enough pain
different parts
careful not to bleed too much to leave obvious wounds...
but enough pain
its tasty.

Giddy with nuttiness.

2010-11-07T01:32:00.001+08:00

風兒啊吹散我的傷痛吧
不要讓他發現我流淚求你了

2010-10-30T20:39:00.002+08:00

Heart belongs again to darkness.
All worlds begin in darkness, and all so end.
The heart is no different. Darkness sprouts within it, grows, consumes it.
Such is it's nature. In the end, every heart returns to the darkness whence it came.

2010-10-27T19:46:00.003+08:00

It's a lot easier to be lost than found.
Its the reason we're always searching,
rarely discovered.

So many locks, not enough keys.

2010-10-23T12:01:00.000+08:00

“Letters are just pieces of paper,” I said. “Burn them, and what stays in your heart will stay; keep them, and what vanishes will vanish.”

2010-09-28T23:18:00.003+08:00

I don't like the scent of hospitals.
Smells of death and fear.

I'm scared, to become serious with anyone.
That's why i choose to run away,
worn my mask to make life easier everyday,
even i didn't notice it myself.

I wonder if there is anyone i can be serious with,
for me to take down my mask.

how hard do i have to work? if i cant see the goal how can i keep up ?
It doesn't hurt. i tell myself that.
Of course it does, you idiot!
It always has.
The person i wanted near me was never there,
the words i wanted to hear him say..

What a pain.. It's enough now.

2010-09-24T22:48:00.001+08:00

I was always a captive of my own memories...
Now, as i finally leave on my own journey,
I wonder if my friends will be waiting for me when i get there

2010-09-01T22:42:00.001+08:00

I have not been able to let go like you did,
Perhaps i have never possessed and cannot speak of letting go.

2010-08-23T23:43:00.001+08:00

Hello.
im polar bear.

(:

2010-07-15T16:52:00.002+08:00

时间不会让人忘记伤痛，

只会让人习惯了痛

2010-06-18T11:25:00.002+08:00

Its funny how someone says they love you,
you can't really feel it.

But when they say they don't love you anymore,
you can feel

Every ounce of what was drained out of your entire being.

Oh the irony.

2010-06-09T23:38:00.002+08:00

Since that day
I decided to never cry
But even if I piled on the pain
There was something I couldn’t forgive

In the many days I can’t return to anymore
I still can’t do anything
Another fragment of memories with you
Is disappearing

I want to become stronger
Than I am today
So that my voice will reach you someday

Something that I should’ve locked up
Somewhere in my chest-
Now I feel like
I understand it a little

On the road continuing on endlessly
Even if there are more new scenes
You no longer exist anywhere
Only time simply passes by

Even if my teardrops
Turn into rain
I’ll look up at the stars shining unchanged
The drifting clouds will turn colorful

When I realize it
I’m growing up again
But even now, there’s nothing but things I don’t understand
Nevertheless, at the yonder of the distant sky
I believe we’ll be connected

If I keep on walking
And the wind stops
I’ll look up at the sky, searching for you
Light will beam out ahead of dawn
A rainbow will appear

2010-05-28T20:28:00.000+08:00

You were always been dead ,
dead from the moment you were born. Who gave you the fine clothes you wear and comfortable home?
The food you eat and your very life?...
in short you are not nothing because you have never existed.

2010-05-18T21:58:00.002+08:00

You were there for me when my world fell apart.
But you never told me anything,
what else can i say but sorry?

2010-05-08T01:03:00.001+08:00

Most of the time you end up hurting the people you love the most when you're careless
We all know you're hot headed but ,
think of the people around you.

If you keep it up like that ,
you'll lose him .
Everybody's patience have a limit.

2010-05-01T00:03:00.003+08:00

The new morning I've finally found
is being hampered by the past
What i chased after wasn't the future
but the past so full of remorse

Those ruthless memories won't stop playing
They won't be forgiven for a long time
It's about now that a tear drop
Begins to roll down my fatigued cheeks

Will this rain ever stop?
I've been freezing for a long time
why does the rain choose to fall on me
is it alright to be lost in it?

the rain does not know how to stop
it continues to fall today
but under the umbrella that gently reached out to me
i snuggle in the warmth

2010-04-28T23:45:00.001+08:00

Whether I like him, whether I hate him, it's just all so troublesome. Love, companionship and friendship... it's nothing but trouble.

2010-04-20T23:20:00.002+08:00

What do you think love is?
Love is something that seize everything you have.

That is love.

2010-04-16T23:10:00.002+08:00

You are happy to have her trust,
you are happy to follow.

The way you love her is different the way she loves you .
The way you love her, will cause both lives.

Then, will you still continue this love?

2010-04-15T02:02:00.002+08:00

바람꽃 Wind Flower

If I turn my back like this, If I disappear

I wouldn’t come into bloom

If I just look at you like this

It might be good to live with my eyes closed
Without looking, I see you

Without listening I hear you

Like a wind flower which revived by your breathing

I wish to reach you, but I can’t

I wish to hold you, but I can’t

Your fingertips reach my heart

Will you know, after long long night?

The love smiling in tears

I wish to catch you, but I can’t, I wish to reach you, but I can’t

Like a wind flower which revived in your heart

Even I don’t see you, I saw you Even I don’t hear you, I heard you

Getting scattered in the wind

Getting scattered into your heart

2010-04-01T01:34:00.004+08:00

When i choose not to ask, it doesn't mean i don't care.
I don't know of a good way to ask without trampling over and putting shame to your feelings
I believe you will tell me when you want to, when you need to.
until you feel like you want to tell me, until you feel its alright to tell me.
until then, you don't need to

Then again, i have never been honest to you.

2010-03-27T22:29:00.000+08:00

Ragnarok. Come Day of Wrath, O Pulse l'Cie. Embrace thy fate, thine home to burn. That fallen souls might bare our plea..To hasten the Divine's return. O piteous Wanderer, Ragnarok Make of this day a brave epoch. Deliever the Divine, Ragnarok.

2010-03-24T00:31:00.004+08:00

The smell of greenery and the lush flowers had long gone.
With battered signs and buildings left to signify the passing of time and man.
What is left are only crystal dust

Despite the strong sunlight and relative warmth of the air,
this bleak landscape evokes an unsettling chill.
Hoping to change their fate upon their return
Their final glimpse of their home.

This land of Oerba.

2010-03-24T00:24:00.002+08:00

原来，所有人都是骗子。

不过，最大的骗子，
还是我自己。

2010-03-14T14:57:00.001+08:00

Knowing you'll always be welcomed, no matter how much has changed...That's what having a home is all about

When it comes to family or home, we never keep either as close as we should. Who ever stops to think that this time could be their last?

2010-03-13T02:31:00.000+08:00

Make my wish come true, let darkness slip aside
Hiding all our hope, mocking what we treasure
Battles we can win, if we believe our souls
Hang in for the light, till dawn
Fate will not leave you, Hate will not heal you
Pray and one day, peace shall flow everywhere

2010-02-07T14:13:00.002+08:00

可以自由憎恨了吗？
我的灵魂
怨恨也好
爱恋也好

2010-01-24T00:11:00.001+08:00

Im starting to get tired of smiling now...
If they've found out the real me,
what would they think?

2009-12-30T18:05:00.002+08:00

"If you closed your eyes, you won't gaze into sadness."
"If you forget the feeling of warmth, you won't feel pain."

I can't recall that gentle voice
In the depths of my mourning heart.
Someone is calling me from my forgetten past,
Asking me when I will take sorrow into my hands again.


A little ship glitters silently in the distant, alone.
Swept away by a torrent of grief,
it disappears under the waves of my heart.
Why do I search the ocean depths aimlessly,
For the warmth that I should not have known

2009-12-24T15:01:00.002+08:00

The feeling of wanting to be understand and..
the feeling of wanting to be understood

by just thinking this and not saying it, it will not going to the hearts of anyone.

2009-12-17T01:30:00.002+08:00

if you really want people to change their perspective towards you , then accept the challenge face to face.

2009-12-13T00:58:00.002+08:00

the tears that seeped into the cloth, will soon evaporate and disappear.
and...nothing will be left.
leaving you no time to wallow in your sorrow.
There is no use in showing your tears

2009-12-09T01:49:00.002+08:00

I’m not strong enough to tell you about my feelings of insecurity

The dream I want to grasp, I was always being buried by my own answers to my questions within the interval of wishes

I sense weakness which could not be concealed every time I stumble blindly

Your existence strangles this body of mine.

There are things which will become tainted and time that flows on
But that’s right, because it’s definitely not a mistake …Yes, I’ll believe that

2009-12-05T13:14:00.000+08:00

Someday my memories will fade...and your voice, your actions, I might forget them as well, but I will always remember that I loved you

2009-12-04T22:55:00.001+08:00

Blue sky is in the distance.
It feels so close.
Yet, I cannot grab it even if I reach out with my hands
I looked up at the stars before.
The stars that I cannot reach and the wishes that will not be granted.
There is nothing we have been able to leave behind for each other.
Therefore, traces and memories will disappear someday.
But still..
Even if it will not reach her, there should be something that will remain in our hearts.
There is nothing that remains in our hands, but we lived the same time and looked up at the same things.
If I can remember that… I can believe that we can be together even if we are far apart.

2009-11-25T23:43:00.000+08:00

暁の車


Shaded by the trees, calling out to the wind, I'm lying face-down crying
I saw a version of myself I didn't even recognize
On this guitar I'm playing the melody of someone who's passed on
A star falls in the grief of someone who'll never be seen again

Please don't go, no matter how much you scream,
all it will do is quietly stir these orange petals
Saved on my soft brow,
I send the memories in my palm far away
An eternal farewell as I keep strumming

The heart of a child clinging to a gentle hand
The blazing wheels cast it off and continue on
On this guitar I'm playing the grief of someone who's passed on
The strings in my heart being plucked at violently

In the pure white unstained by sorrow,
the orange petals stirred in a summer shadow
Even if my soft brow is lost,
I'll cross over the far off, red-stained sand
The rhythm of farewell

Branded into my memories, on the ever-turning earth,
there is something sprouting in remembrance

Sending off the dawn's carriage
Those orange petals are stirring somewhere even now
The peaceful daybreak I once saw
Until it is placed in my hands once more,
please don't let the light go out
The wheels are turning

2009-11-24T17:30:00.002+08:00

一个人，无论再坚强，
还是会有软弱的一面。

While i was embracing my resentful emotions,
what you were saying was probably right.

I could turn back right now but, i'm just too stubborn.
I can't stop now that i've started walking.
I can't stop now because i dont have enough strength to turn back.

Will i have another chance? with my hands tainted with loneliness.

2009-11-01T23:39:00.001+08:00

maybe i should start remembering who you are.
It's been too long since my heart has shown your face to my eyes.

2009-10-28T23:29:00.001+08:00

When you dodge, “I’m afraid of getting cut”.
When you attack, “I’m afraid of cutting someone”.
Even when you try to protect someone; “I’m afraid of letting them die”.

Yes, your sword only speaks to me of absurd fear.
That’s not it.
What’s neccesary in a fight isn’t fear.
Nothing can be born from that.

If you dodge, “I won’t let them cut me”.
If you protect someone, “I won’t let them die”.
If you attack, “I’ll cut them”.

Well can’t you see…
… the resolve to cut you reflected in my sword?

2009-08-24T00:13:00.001+08:00

I have no right to know. I don't have a method of stepping into the depths of your heart without getting it dirty. When you want to talk...when you think it's okay to talk...talk to me. Until that time, I'll wait.

2009-06-29T23:13:00.000+08:00

.刚刚是做梦吧？
我记得似乎有了手，
可以抓住你，
很久没有这种感觉了，
可惜终究是梦……

2009-06-27T11:25:00.006+08:00

龙葵—千年等待

大梦初醒已千年

　　凌乱罗衫
　　料峭风寒
　　放眼难觅旧衣冠
　　

疑真疑幻
　　如梦如烟
　　看朱成碧心迷乱
　　莫问生前
　　但惜因缘
　　魂无归处为情牵
　　贪恋人间
　　不羡神仙

2009-06-26T16:43:00.001+08:00

“真诚和善良是不受任何时空限制的，只要做人立定脚跟，凡事坚持自己的原则，不管顺境，逆境，都不改其性，不变其情，命运迟早会眷顾你。”

2009-05-07T18:50:00.001+08:00

will only time numb the pain..?

Anyone can catch your eye, but it takes someone special to catch your heart

2009-04-05T22:43:00.002+08:00

I have my reasons
I have my ways
I'm sorry if i hurt you
but i can't tell you anything.

not now, perhaps.

i am sorry

2009-03-18T00:41:00.000+08:00

I seriously need to change my brain.
or the way i think.

or whatever.

2009-03-16T09:54:00.001+08:00

How i wish time could stop, or slow down for me to understand things.
But it's not going to happen, forever..

I haven't felt happiness for so long i've forgotten what it feels like..

2009-03-14T00:59:00.002+08:00

How a single thread of emotions could blacken my feelings without even a single spark of light. How a single feeling could overule my life. Fight it i must...

If i have a choice..i would rather get my old self back, even with the pain i will suffer again..
it is better than this, my now. As, i am nothing.. but a pool of darkness, blinding my sight.

Who will hold my hand, walk through this with me?

2008-05-17T20:09:00.000+08:00

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